what have you become?

I'm not sure what may have turned my friends but they are different now. Our once matching values and ethics have become disjointed. They are doing things I wouldn't think that they would ever do. They've done things I didn't think it was possible for them to do. They were always upstanding in my eyes, now I can only look on with shame. They are going through things right now, and I cannot blame them for doing what they are. But, I cannot abide by these actions. I miss my friends, I miss who they were. They are still the same, but I cannot agree with the things they are doing. I am a coward for not speaking out, I just wish they were back to the way they were before.